amongst the piles i've committed EROTOPHONOPHILIA there was one who came up twice. bloodied and embodying what should only be described as a corpse. i've kept this at bay, but she may have broken into the novel reaches of unfamiliarity i've lusted for so long FANTASY -- SYMBOLISM -- RITUALISM -- COMPULSION. inside, she lusts the same. inside, she too has made a ritual. cunning, methodical, we're playing a game FLAGELLATION -- PICQUERISM -- ANTHROPOPHAGY -- VAMPIRISM -- NECROSADISM. i can only imagine she is seeking revenge in the sweetest way possible. if i win, she wins. if she wins, i win. she might break me. i don't know REHEARSED REPEATEDLY IN MIND WHILE MASTURBATING if i'll finally squelch my compulsion ORGANIZED NONSOCIAL TYPE or if i'll continue on. i only know that if it's the latter, with the ongoing need for novelty, what can surpass my necro-other?
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